Wednesday, October 28, 2009 • 7:01 PM
What can i do ?
i thought that i had changed.
but what i had did just like nothing.
how many times i said that don't want to give up,
but i feel like i no more strength to say it anymore.
or may be i lost the nerve again?
what i had give you,
such like a memory,
i feel that it's just a dream for me.
what i promise you,
may be for you just a joke
for me like a test.
after i saw something,
i realize, i never changed.
i am still the one who are stupid and silly.
i never gave you any happiness but alot of sadness.
may be i am not yet belong to you ?
or your heart still belongs to her?
may be i am just stand by for you. sorry
一路以來，
我給你的只有不愉快。
也許你看了后會問我為什么？
其實，
考驗對我們來說，也許真的是個難題
現在的我，真的很低落。
此刻的我，到底怎么了？
我又徹底的失敗了。我該不該放棄？
再說吧~
Chelsea.