cc ♥ enness

you and me

2011-12-20T14:05:00.001+08:00

聖誕節聖誕節，我就會回關丹了…

我好想好想和你一起過，真的好想好想……你知道嗎

曾經對自己說過好像牽著你的手過每一個大大小小的節日…

大家都在倒數聖誕…都好期待怎麼慶祝……

但我貌似帶著憂傷去期待聖誕的到來……

朋友都約好到哪裡倒數，可一想到你不在我身邊陪伴著我…

真的好沮喪…… 聖誕我會過得開心嗎

聖誕前兩天我們的2人遊一定會過得開開心心…就當著我們提早慶祝吧 ;)

我愛你，蔡文富……我的男人

我回去那幾天要乖乖哦，不准壞蛋，不然我生氣！

我愛你我愛你， Muacksss!

break

2011-12-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

There is no such word as "loved." Love has no past tense. If you stop loving someone,

then you never truly loved.

我恨我自己

2011-09-09T06:06:00.002+08:00

曾經以為那段挽回的感情從滿真實感，快樂，和幸福…

如今卻是被傷得痛不欲生，愛情對你而言真的那麼的好玩嗎！

你騙走我這一年以來對你的信任，你奪走我的一切卻還要得到挽留的機會

我是要笨下去還是聰明些？

爲什麽我不會好好保護自己，爲什麽我不會學會看待一個人包括感情！

爲什麽這一切都對我那麼的殘忍! 你到底還有什麽資格和我說痛！

你還有什麽資格和我談感情！你說你要證明…

那爲什麽你不要早一點做這一切！爲什麽總是要等到事情發生才要去做這一切！

未免太遲了吧…

原來我太笨，和你的在一起的每一分每一秒都是帶著謊言過每一天

對不起，我真的看錯人了，我遇到錯的人了…

你要的快樂也許是你過去做得一切，我如你所願，我對你是徹徹底底的失望到底

你做過的一切我這一輩都不會原諒！因為這些你給我的痛是你永遠也無法儞補得到的！

男人沒有一個是好東西！我真的看透愛情了..

愛情，我真的玩不起！

seriously calm.

2011-07-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hey Hello and Hi my Readers!

Hee yeah once again I'm Back to my bloggie , miss you guys.

Let me introduce my brand new GANSTAR in mah MMU-nique life :D

Hey man I LOVE THEM freaking loads! They're funny , cheerful enough ..

We hang around every single day and of course i'd been scolded by my man, sowiee

I can't stop myself non-stop hanging around because they're god damn funny

I will just know to Laugh all over again when listen to their conversation.

They're kind of my Uni's Soul soon , haha! stay tuned.

TO THE NEXT TO THE NEXT !

06-07-2011

♔ Happy Birthday to my dear baby Enness ♔

so sorry that i couldn't manage my time to Kuantan for attend your birthday party,

wish that you're happy and had a unforgettable b'day night party in After7 with your gangs,

you told me that you're so touched when they sent you a card about not willing to let you go,

baby.. you have your own choice to make your final decision btw.

I will respect you, I love you. as long as my love for you will not end so easily.

Am I stupid enough? The one who b'day is you but the one who plan for surprise not me,

oh silly baby I LOVE YOU! you come over Malacca once again at the midnight

for giving me another surprise! damn baby i'm really truly seriously happy!

Baby, the present that i gave you stand for not leaving you alone anymore.

You mean alot to me in my life and my future and Baby ..

Happy 11monthsary ! :D

muacksss muackss honey beeeee, C love Ness .

thanks for celebrating with me

2011-06-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

14-06-2011

♔ my 18th bok bok chui b'day ♔

First of all i would like to tell my baby that...

thank you so much.. really.

I'm Touched ! you're the one willing to come over Malacca for celebrate my b'day

and i love the present so much baby , thankieww and i loviuu ! :')
most of the point is Nadeje's Cake you rawkk all the way ! lovesss.

I have to admit that I purposely make it with another new post,

so to my readers, don't getting curious heeeh. i just love to be unique D;

this year kinda peace rite without friends and my 5B gang.

it's okay actually i think i would be get use to it soon teehee.

quite missing the previous year when you guys celebrate with me and play around there

the happiest moment. i miss you guys so fuckin' badly , keep in touch. (:

soon, he will be here with me for permanently,

hell yeah i'm abviously excited mannn

Dear I can feel your heart , your sincere and your love to me ❤

ICANTLIVEWITHOUTYOUBABY .

i just found that we having the same mouth posing :| love him.

hehee finally we went for having the same hair dye ,

do you guys noticed bout that?

special for my bloggiee .

by chels

moodswing

2011-06-21T19:41:00.003+08:00

It's time for me to say Hi to all of my dearest readers,

Gettin' mood swing nowadays because of the girl's P, mdfk

well it's fine, i don't care anyway.

wondering why college uni's lecturer love to arrange lots of hw, assignment

and presentation to their student. Microeconomics and Financial Accounting is

crazily killing me all the way right now, ohh damn FML

As what he told me, i have to face what i used to be, thank you for being my side, bee iloveyou, :)

recent me, chels'

another sad case...

Rest In Peace

my dear Yan Bei

you're charm, gorgeous enough in everone's heart, don't you feel that?

i miss you though the memories with you is not that much than others.

but frankly i miss the way you smile with us, fool around with him.

yeah of course i'm still remember that we went to swim together,

both of us afraid bout the sunlight, worried our skin turn dark, how cute are you.

the only unforgettable day with you. i couldn't accept the truth that you leave, really.

btw i will miss you i will never forget your smile, it's sweet.

Yan Bei, we love you forever.

sorry been dead for a month

2011-06-11T13:24:00.002+08:00

Hey Readerss, sorry that been dead for a month .

How many times i wish to update my recent life

but due to the wifi low connection of this stupid residence i gettin mad and mad too

and naooo i hope that there's no more any stupid prob after upgrating for a week :|

First of all, I would like to tell all my readers that

I'm officially a Uni student of Multimedia University aka MMU Malacca

I'm not taking Multimedia programme, I'm selected in Business Administration programme as well

everyone asking me why I'm not going to choose KL's college uni? I will explain it with public

First, I'm because of my Boyfriend so that I choose Malacca to continue my education

Second, my family suggest me to come over here for a year something I might transfer to KL

after I finished my Diploma Programme, but most probably i will stay here larh :)

Third, I love Malacca life more than KL, you know what.. Malacca is kinda kuantan life,

everything here is cheap and affordable and everyone here is easy to communicate.

Fourth, I am seriously wish that I can found a best study environment without city life.

Such like Traffic Jam, Cost high, Payment high and so on.

Fifth, Multimedia University is actually a Uni that considered as half government half private

so that the fees is much affortable compare with the other Uni :)

Done my answer ! ;)

and hey guys I'd changed my hair colour on 28th of May ! ;)

I guess that everyone thought that's LALA mui ? LMAO

Eammm.. but at least I'm satiesfied with it, thanks Bozai :D

and for the next topic would be my love status :| heeyaahh

Happy 10 monthsary my dear baby ! ♡ ♥

Our 410 days

always in my Heart, forever loving you, never able to forget you

our 8 monthsary :D

2011-04-10T15:32:00.001+08:00

It's another 10th again, our 8monthsary baby !

We've had our ups and downs, This we both know,
Through it all our love
Still managed to grow Different thoughts we had About many things,
But our love for each other,
Had no attached strings.

my love for you will remain forever, I LOVE YOU ♥

future :D

2011-03-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

人的成長過程裡，總是要面對一些自己不想要面對的事…

18歲了…過去年裡，心裡總是想著快點畢業，不必上學了，沒煩惱…

此刻的我卻希望，時間倒回去好嗎？

原來，過去的生活才是真正無憂無慮的…

有朋友，有家人，有學校，有他…！

我卻誤解了過去的生活意義……

好了……畢業了，成績拿了……

朋友也快散得7788了 ;)

大家也是時候面對社會生活了……

我怎麼了？是真的不想……去面對～

寧可永遠待在這個18年裡，有着熟悉的味道～

但是，日子過了……是時候要去重新適應陌生的味道了…

未來？我真的不想越過去！凸

love him :D

2011-03-19T01:43:00.001+08:00

MR and MRS.CHOY

Baby, i wish i was a teddy bear, that lay upon your bed,

so everytime you cuddled it, you cuddled me instead. <3

' I Trust You' is a better compliment than ' I Love You'

because you may not always trust the person you love

but you can always love the person you trust..

so baby, do you trust me ?

I would like to say that I LOVE YOU and I TRUST YOU

always... no matter what you'd did to me.

I just want to maintain this relationship with you, my dear.

HE IS MINE MY MEeee ! :D <3

大年初一

2011-02-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

30號，本小姐已經偷偷從監獄裡逃出來過年啦

事實是提早得很多，但這都是為了給我的男人他一個驚喜

他的確被我的出現給嚇到了，看見他受驚的樣子，啊……心裡超爽 :P

這幾天都把我大量的時間花在我男人那…

搞到年30晚病倒了，突然來個發燒，喉嚨痛，傷風…

前一晚才跑到海邊去，相信是感冒了

大年初一

噹噹，我回來啦！朋友們都說我肌膚沒變黑，

赫赫，其實我在營裡沒什麼戶外活動

加上天氣都在轉變，所以幾乎很多活動都被逼取消去

不知不覺……一個月過去了, 很快的就過年了～

來分享我在營裡的生活

老實說，national service 沒想像中的可怕，

第一個星期盡到那，果然人間地獄

由於不熟悉環境，吃不慣那裡的食物，而且朋友很少的關係

把自己搞到瘦了4kg -.-" 糟糕！之後很努力的把自己在增肥去

結果只增了2kg，靠～

日子久了……朋友多了～感情深了……

在那裡真的很享受…很開心！

真的難以想像當要離別的心情會是如何～

我的室友，sharen , wawa, shema, saluar, punitha :D

第一張照片就是我的室友們了

我那幫朋友有yilain , mama (yy) , sharen, shanqi ~

很高興這一個月來他們的照顧和指導

讓我學會一步一步的獨立… 謝謝你們不嫌我大小姐和血糖高

帶給你們的麻煩不少，對不起 :")

很高興認識了你們，讓我有機會瘋狂的大笑

讓我把心事分享給你們~ 我愛你們

不要對我　LE~TIH （笑）

PLKN Kem Pinggiran Pelangi Muadzam Shah

( Kumpulan 1 Siri 8/2011 )

ROCKSSSS !

最後的你

2011-01-03T03:01:00.001+08:00

謝謝關心我的朋友們，表擔心我

我會學會照顧自己，且小心。

想你們！:")

to my beloved one,

sorry , this time i forced to leave your side :"(

在這個月裡，你要照顧好自己…

不要讓自己再一次病倒了，我沒有辦法在像往常到你家照顧你了

你要早睡，不要每次到工作都累倒…

要記得你答應我的…等我回來

對不起，我很沒用…

這幾個夜裡在你懷裡都哭了…

你讓我痛苦一場，你說你要我好過些，不要忍著眼淚

我流著淚，想告訴你說……我有多愛你

但是心裡總是很不乖，總是不捨得把心裡最真的一句表達給你

我很不好，很不乖，你說你擔心我

我……更擔心你這個傻瓜…

相信當你看這篇文章我已經離開你身邊到plkn裡和那般新朋友過新生活…

我會開始學會獨立，不再依賴身邊的人…也包括你

寶貝，謝謝你最緊的那個擁抱，讓我很有安全感…

謝謝你最深的那個吻，讓我感覺你的存在

我的心，一直都會在你身邊陪伴著你。

不要悶壞了，當我有時間我會第一時間給你打電話

知道你不讓我說對不起，那我說，我愛你好嗎？

我愛你，等我回來給你抱抱。

saranghaeyo my dear :")

i'm back

2010-12-26T15:38:00.003+08:00

yahh, i'm back to blogger for long period never update..

so sorry to all my readers and friends .

i suppose to update my blogger after my spm but yet i've no time to do it --

i'm officially freedom after the test, i spent all my time with him actually #

arhmm and ya, 3rd of jan to 13th of mar i'd been choosen to the national service.

so sorry again, i used to go there for 2months time.

which course should i choose?

interior design or business in IT ? :(

i've no idea mannn -.-"

besides...

some words, i've to tell my beloved before i leave for 2 months

接下來的日子，抱歉要你久等我兩個月了，

在那之前我會用盡我所有的時間陪伴你一起度過…

我會一直記著你告訴我的話，我會把你一直放在心裡，

一天又一天的過去…

時間卻因此一天有一天的被縮短了許多…

寶貝，你要照顧好自己，喝多水，免得熱氣

病了要看醫生，悶悶可以出去和朋友玩，但是不能（你知道的）

要乖，不要遲回家，休息天不要到處亂跑，最好在家多休息

做工時也不要累到……

記得，等我回來

我愛你，蔡文富 ♥

ended everything

2010-11-18T00:47:00.006+08:00

it's been around 3 weeks my blog dead i think?

alot of things happen in this few weeks,

quite busy with my sister's wedding and

also having lots of outing with my dearest sister and also my beloved him :)

specially congratz to my dearest sister cesshini and my bro in-law kokhau

happy marriage and stay sweet..

she will be the ever good wife for you :)

take good care of her ! :D

i would like to share some of the photo

and next..

Good-Bye to my 5B class

how was the feel when i am standing at the entrance of my class ..

yes, i gonna say good bye for the everything in my school life..

how crazy when all gather there for chit chat, playing, shouting, studying..

i've to accept that i've no more chance to do so with all of you again

with wearing the blue dress, tied up the stupid hair..

i wish there's few more months for me to stay there

miss you all ... ="(

officially ended my secondary life

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-tears-

sighhh

2010-10-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

-我會好好珍惜剩下在校園的日子-

——不捨——

need you

2010-10-17T19:42:00.001+08:00

❤10-10-10 ❤

a pretty sweet day for me,

happy two months annivesary my dear..

thanks for your present..

thanks for your everything..

you bring me lotss of happinness since the day i be with you

i love you my sweeeet heart enness ❤

Sorry for late update *_______

recently ...

Trial result made me damn god moody day and night..
lots of satisfied result but the bm failed, wtf?
nurul damn fucking bitch, hell teacher i ever seen.
hopeless... -.-"

skip

watched the child's eye on the first scene,
no comment, nothing scary, bored ghost movie..
wasted the money for the 3D one.. ewww

skip

last night, never sleep tight for the whole night,
dear, promise me..
don't make the second times happen again please.
i'm not strong enough..
i love you still.

i don't wanna lose him again

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-you make me smile without any reason-

sweat

2010-10-02T23:01:00.001+08:00

hey all my readers :D

seriously, i'd been killing by the trial paper during this 2weeks + time,

uh? listened to my dad's word yesterday noon..

feeling quite tension but full of expecting actually,

wish that i could carry out something from his word.. *bless*

love to chit-chat with my dearest dad during the lunch time,

he'd given me alot of opinion or may be suggestion for my future,

but yet i've to wait for my result to make the last decision.

being stressful when facing the paper i really "wanted",

but frankly i'd tried my best with the subjects i aim and without copying each other..

2 more papers to go, geografi owch, no no..

account, let's see my next luck, so freakkk ! sweat* :/

phew, to the next topic __________</3

no study no future for now,

time time time, how gold it is?

2 more months i think, if not mistaken.

5 years secondary life in ap going end up after 2 months time.

i don't know what's the feeling i have to sustain until the last day i standing in ap,

i should happy because of get out of study life,

but i have no idea to be happy when i realize that i have to leave all of the bestest memory soon.

i review all my previous post when i'm having a great time with all my classmate last year.

i'm seriously "ngm xe dak" all the moment i'd spent to crzay with you all.. *sigh*

Friends, great to having you all in my secondary life :))

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-bye soon-

trial period

2010-09-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

hey readers!

i'd a new hair cut since 1week ago,

most of them said look like kid, gosh

but seriously, i love it so fucking much :D

recently busy-ing with trial examination ..

well, i'll be back after few weeks.

wish all of form 5 students good luck !

selfish is just one of a kind :D

by chelsea's precious 2010

-glad to having you-

one month anniversary

2010-09-09T20:25:00.005+08:00

提早祝我們一個月快樂

有時候的我真的難以形容時間帶給我們的一切，

但我至少能以“幸福滿滿”來做簡介。

和你一起的日子，常聽見你對未來有多渴望，

而我，在你身邊聽着，看着你認真的時候，說實話你真的很帥。

對，我的確很愛看着你早上爬起身，沖涼后換了做工服的那一刻，

真的很好看你真的需要明白這一點吶！

我貌似當了你以久的女人？

我很喜歡故意不聽你話，要你老是再我身邊嘮叨說我怎么那么不乖？

我很喜歡裝作停不見你給我的命令，要你走過來說我打你啊！(知道你不敢我才會那么囂張)

我很喜歡在你認真的時候逗你，為了騙走你那一秒的疼。

我很喜歡做你車時提醒你綁安全帶，之后自己卻不要綁，要你幫我綁啊，很開心（變態〕

我很喜歡一大早看見你信息來到的時候，總覺得你在我身邊。

我很喜歡你突然會告訴我說你很想我，一絲幸福…有了。

我唯一不喜歡的只有，你太了解我了！T^T

我的心情，我的一舉一動，很容易被你發現。

可這也不是一件壞事錒…

一個月快樂

蔡文富，사랑해요。

love him the most

2010-08-29T19:10:00.004+08:00

陪伴在你身邊的時間總過得很快很快～

多希望能每天陪你一起做工，吃飯，放工…

雖然我沒辦法每天這樣陪你，

但是只要我一有時間，我會抽時間過去陪你…

想讓你和我一樣那么幸福～

與你見面的每一天，感覺很開心，

你給到我要的快樂，和我要的你。

短短的時間里考驗也不少了，

接下來的，我和你一起面對。

我想當你身邊的小女人，

和你簡單的過每一天…

dear 我想告訴你～

我真的很喜歡被你抱在懷里的感覺，

感覺真的很溫暖很溫暖…

簡簡單單躺在一邊看着你睡覺的時候，

總覺得有一絲的幸福藏在心底… ～

把你讓給別人的工作我不會再犯了，

如今我變得自私霸道，就只因為想把你占為己有。

Dear, 不管你要我等多久，我都愿意。

蔡文富，我真的很愛你！

* muakzzz *

started my new life

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-my only one-

photo

2010-08-26T20:05:00.001+08:00

sharp roadshow photo

an enjoyable job for me this three days time,

gain lil of experience from all of them,

and know lots of friend there,

see you all guyz again, teehee

my babe janet, surprise after see this mou? :P

work work :D

2010-08-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

work for 3 days at ecm sharp roadshow, as a promoter ;)

tomorrow will be the last day for this job

freaking tired but enjoyable with that,teehees

knew alot of friends there, and i gained some of the experience from this job

and and, ecm's air-cond memang killing me this 3days, alemak

feeling good and satisfied with my life now,

i just wish to have a queit life without disturbing.

after my job i will put in more effort in my studies.

by chelsea's precious 2010

my love is for you, my dear.

now

2010-08-15T18:24:00.000+08:00

- i'd fled from single -

這一次的選擇我相信會造成無數的謠言

這一次的復合，我清楚我自己在做些什么

我不在乎謠言有多傷，我愿意一個人去接受

謝謝支持我的人，也謝謝為我擔心的人，

謝謝一直在我身邊給我意見的人，

是你們種種的意見讓我做出這最后的決定

我不是故意去轟動大家，

也許這個消息對你們而言不是很好，

但希望你們能諒解我的選擇，我的感情。

路已被決定，我不會因為謠言而退一步，

我不是因為沖動，而是我發現我和他之間真的還有緣分的存在

分分合合的場面我只見得多，

但是自己卻沒真正去了解過，

這一份感情，我會珍惜，

雖然未來難測，但至少我會懂得珍惜現在。

想給他的一番話：

聽見你說你會改變自己，

我真的會很內疚，

但希望你還沒做出和我一樣的路之前，

想好，

她～真的是你想要的嗎？

不要因為傷害過而改變自己原有的好，

謝謝你的祝福，我也會一樣祝福你。

謝謝你曾給過我的快樂。

single

2010-08-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

- Chelsea is SINGLE -

Where i pass where i go ..

Most of them will ask me, are you okay?

Guess, everyone knew that i'd end up my relation

through my facebook ..

I never felt annoying with this question..

First of all,

i would like to said thousands of thanks to all of you who is caring about me..

touched when saw all the msg, post, msn wishes..

I'm okay now..

I will be happy without a relation..

Promise, i will not to be emo once again,

thanks my gang.. 5B ~ my jimui wen and wenxi..

facebook friends..

i love all of you so much..

說了再見

2010-08-01T18:20:00.003+08:00

心里總有一個疑問，

我的選擇到底是什么？

第二天了，明天答案即將會傳到你手機里，

有種矛盾的感覺，我很努力的愛你，

但是我的心選擇不屬于你。

這一年兩個月的感情會這樣而結束嗎？

結束后，你的日子會是怎樣過？

你會開心嗎？

你會孤單嗎？

我很不忍心這樣…

我寧愿受傷害的是我。

要記得，我曾經有多么的愛你，

我們的過去也只能成為永遠的回憶。

我不會把你送我的一切給拋棄，

也包括那一年多的回憶，很謝謝你

我相信，你會過得更好。

我愛你。

不要為我而哭泣，

因為這不值得。

要為我們的過去而快樂，

因為我們曾經有過機會牽着彼此的手走過一段路。

感情世界里，

也有不完美的時候。

芒果與草莓-戀

即將結束

emo one

2010-07-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

讓時間來證明我們的存在。

相反的我

2010-07-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

相反的我 - 张芸京

我看着镜子后面皱着眉的我
很孤单他有话想说
像天空不会永远是蓝色的
有阴天你才会抬头
走穿多少的伤痛
笑了哭了、
有三四个人爱我
我想要一个忘了数字的时钟我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么
累死我
我有双不听任何命令的耳朵
却享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动也不会痛

校园他又擂台就累积了所以
原谅我傻傻十几种
每个人都在寻他的轨道奔走
讲真的我想要不同
请看爱情的脸孔
美的丑的
提前完了东被愚弄了
我想要一个忘了数字的时钟我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么
累死我
我有双不听任何命令的耳朵
却享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动也不会痛
我想要一个忘了数字的时钟我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么
累死我
我有双不听任何命令的耳朵
却享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一颗透明的石头我不会动也不会痛

F.I.O.N.E H.O.H

I.S M.Y B.A.B.Y

none

2010-07-09T20:47:00.004+08:00

我的性格，野蠻，特別感性。

了解我的人都知道…

我很容易可憐一個人，心也很容易軟…

或許因為這樣，身邊的朋友都會說我傻，

現在連我自己都發現，這很可笑。

我是人，我可以一瞬間內改變，

我也可以選擇保持不變。

現在的我，很簡單。

切記：我對人不會自私，若一天你發現我對你自私

那檢討下自己吧，我不會無緣無故對你壞。

簡單來說 “人怎么對我，我就怎么對人”

你壞我壞，你好我也會好。

你不懂得尊重人，别人也不會看你任何臉色來對你

若你認為我是三分鐘熱度，那請便。;)

what you have do, what you will get then.

Chelsea's precious 2010

-mood swing-

express the real one ;)

2010-06-27T18:48:00.001+08:00

26th of June
Ap's grad night end up with successfully.
Gratz to all the AJK's for the hardworking days. teehees
To dancers we've do the best for this performance, cheers.
Quite upset, forgot to bring my camera to dinner.
So i've less photo for this dinner,
doesn't matter, at least i enjoy the night ;)

So this morning when i woke up,
my stomach feel so empty,
something feel like wanna eat much than i want,
yooo, i realized it's the day for me to relax.
soon, i will have a new schedule, but it's just for private and perfect one, woah~~~~;D
i think it will be great for myself and promise won't be worst than i expected ;)

Aha, i got my stuff, i love it so badly..
I waiting it for along time dy..woah~
full of happiness when i got it, ahahaha
thanks sis ;)

Highlight will written at up coming post

To show who am i ;)

busy life

2010-06-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

since 2 years i didn't join any dancing class.

recently keep on learning dance for a performance,

my ankle got spring. sigh.
anyway, it's just a small metal for me. uh ~

searching for dinner dress..

can't get any yet. sorry that i am too critical -.-

dear mum, am i important for you?

since when you don't even know my heart anymore?

do you ever try to understand my situation?

sigh, when i heard a call from your friend.

I realize, I am nothing for you.

i can't endure this kind of day anymore. please

you made my tears drop tonight.

new photo

what you see is what you get

Chelsea's precious 2010

-silent is golden-

生日快樂

2010-06-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

生日快樂

我對自己說

specially thanks for all my beloved friends attend to my party last night

and all of the lovely present ..

thanks alot :)

from my classmate. all strawberry flavour :D

from my bii

from my dearest ji mui wen

from sam :D

from dear janet

from bock and ball

from jiaen and vicky

All of my new photo will be show on next post
see ya :D

一周年

2010-06-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

想對你說聲謝謝，
今天是我們在一起的一周年。
謝謝你的禮物，我非常喜歡，很驚訝，當然也很開心。
對不起我沒準備到任何東西給你。
希望這一天寶貝你能過得開心～
我愛你。

new photo ..

壓力

2010-06-04T15:10:00.002+08:00

昨晚上，
雨滴答的響，
眼淚隨着壓力而掉落。

無憂無慮，
沒辦法形容在自己身上，
就只因為我敗給了我自己。

年中考過去，
即將來臨的會比這次更糟，
我必須面對，因為我放棄不了。

真的很不想看見你們失望時的樣子，
我心很疼，我真的很努力的在學習，
你們沒看見，沒發覺，沒關系，
但你們一句又一句的話，讓我眼淚幾乎每天都會落下，
因為那些不是我要的鼓勵。

我真的很固執嗎？
我真的很難讓人明白我嗎？
在還沒了解我的心情，我的狀況之前，
不要試着來氣我，
我不要求你們來了解我，

只是，理我遠些會更好。

____________________________________

姐，謝謝你給我的支持。

我路過你的部落格了，

被一個人關心，感覺會有點開心，

謝謝姐，我們一起加油。

chelsea is torturing by the time

Chelsea's precious 2010

-feddaaaap-

懷念

2010-05-30T16:59:00.001+08:00

－懷念兩年前的快樂－

exam all the way

2010-05-21T14:51:00.002+08:00

heyy readers, everyone is busying with exam now i guess.

mid year exam is definitely killing me..

but anyway, i will try my best to do it well .

soon, i will be having one to one tuition class.

It's really a good news for me and specially thanks to my dearest daddy willing to spent alot of this for me.

promise, i will not make you disappointed in my spm..

Good Luck to all of you who are having mid year test :)

listen to your heart babe ...

心往哪走，我就往哪去～唯有心永遠都不會說謊。

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-your love is my drug-

素顏

2010-05-18T13:28:00.002+08:00

讀者要求放素顏照，照片100％沒編輯過。

無法停止

2010-05-16T15:46:00.001+08:00

生活的變化讓我暫停了最重要的呼吸，

而面臨不到就只有一個死亡。

一個陌生，引發了一個想念，

我該如何壓抑這一切，而不是選擇逃避。

選擇往往有對有錯，

那我該屬于何處。

腦海里，就只是等待，

而那可笑的等待，再那深處的角落，忽略。

提醒着自己，

我還是我。

想說的話

2010-05-10T17:36:00.001+08:00

攝影暫時離開了我，
模特兒，攝影師－暫時不屬于我。

這一切都只是暫時停止，
因為我曾說過，我不會放棄攝影…

短短的3個月，讓我認識好多攝影的朋友
甚至是KL的攝影師。

我真的好喜歡你們，謝謝
我會再回來。

two outing

2010-05-09T22:45:00.001+08:00

this post is only for photo .

The 19th outing

the 20th outing

一個短篇心情

2010-05-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

忽冷忽熱，是你給我的，

而我，只能接受。

一次又一次，但眼淚不會是白流。

我清楚，代價是一定要付出的

我努力中。

6個月半...，我相信這一切會很快就過去。

一個人，也能渡過這一切。

the 18th outing

2010-05-06T23:01:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy readerss :D

recently keep on updating my blog,

hopefully all of my readers or should i call visitors won't getting bored, lalala

yeah, it's dy the 18th eos outing, && photographer again.. teehee :D

Thanks sam for teaching me about the setting on that day, i appreciate it ^^

This outing had alot of sexy model but i had no idea to take some of them. (apologizeezz)

may be the theme was not my style still, so i just got little photo for this outing only.

next two outing will be my turn if im not mistaken.

so . see ya <3

Happy 11 month anniversary baby :D

muahhhhxzz!

The Tale of Genuine Cuteness

2010-05-01T15:29:00.004+08:00

The Tale of Genuine Cuteness

so, what is ' cuteness' ?
It's just a feeling.
Or when she's come across something enchanting...
Cant's help but to express herself.

At that instant, it's what touches the heart.
It's a girl's 'cuteness' ...

可爱甜心的传说

何谓 ‘可爱’ ？
它是一种感觉。
或是当她遇到一些迷惑的事情时，虽然不知所措，
但却能发出最直接表达…

就在那一刻，触动心弦，就是那女孩的“可爱”…

Komi's 翻外篇 :x

i've my own life mean that i'm fate of having a different style with "you"

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-say yeah to shooting life-

outing and hang out :D

2010-04-25T19:49:00.003+08:00

Hey readers, i felt kinda happy and enjoyed today, teehee;)

because i'm able to attend the 16th outing with my dearest chubby fione and sweetie carmen

first we went to outing around 9.00+am - 1.00+pm

after outing we went to yc with eosian,

we got our precious chance hang to ecm and mega together. nyek

thanks komi willing to cooperate with the theme that i want

carmen's look was mature on this outing. good job girl

i've try my best for giving you a collection, hope that you will like it ;)

The 16th outing

Carmen

Komi and Yunkee ( 向左走，向右走 )

Wenxy

photo of shopping life :D

chubby fifi

sweetie carmen

&&& i will not forget to thanks my mui - xue qi

she made a lovely blinggiezzxx phone for me, thanks

and i appreciate it so muccch ! teehee ;D

~ dang dang dang ~

the first time of my babe w595

terrible photopraph life.

by Chelsea's precious 2010
-waiting and waiting next series-

出賣到底值得嗎？

2010-04-23T16:20:00.001+08:00

讀者們，從今起，我會少上線了…

因為某些原因，讓我沒得日對夜對在電腦前了

停學兩個星期的事，盡量避免了…

下星期四會和另外6個朋友一起做義工，

為了要減少我的紀律分數，還是死去做唄，唔計

為了表讓一些不想發生的事情發生:(

人是生存在一個現實的世界里，

沒有哪來的真心。

事情發生就發生了，為什么還有為了自己的利益去出賣自己的朋友呢？

做出一些垃圾手段傷害朋友的感覺值得嗎？

這一切讓我明白了，真心的朋友真的不多

一個又一個的動作讓我覺得很不自在了…

但是，我很清楚，誰對我好誰對我壞，這一切我都知道

有些事情不說不代表我不知道，

而且，有些事情沒必要說得太明，大家心里有數。

勉強是沒有幸福，大家應該都聽過吧？

玲，要快樂～他只是一面讓你不快樂的死爛墻壁

時間久了，自然會沖淡一切～

看見你失去以前的笑容，身邊的朋友一個又一個替你擔心

我們會一直在你身邊支持你，直到你擺脫那個惡魔。加油！

切記：要快樂 :D

think positively may make your life beautiful

by Chelsea's precious 2010

- you are very sucks in my life -

我是再害怕了嗎？

2010-04-21T14:20:00.001+08:00

我的性格惹上學校了嗎？

我的態度很明顯真的差透

品行之類累積的分數，大概都是時候該被學校停學兩個星期了吧？

這一次我感到難過，

總覺得種種壞事情都向着我沖來…

對，我是再害怕…

我不是害怕學校即將把我給停學兩個星期，

而是家人，讓我感到害怕。

我不害怕被爸和咪罵，

我害怕爸和咪失望。

我很不乖，我很壞

我該承認這一點，我不應該犯錯。唉～

爸，這次我寧愿被你罵

也不想看你失望對着我搖頭的時候…

我的眼淚會因為你的失望而落下來，

我不堅強。

這一次，我唯有能說的就是一句

“對不起，我不乖，我錯了。”

不一樣的生活

2010-04-19T16:07:00.005+08:00

讀者們，這次上來還是一樣～

純粹的上來更新下我愚蠢的心情。

大家可以不要擔心了，心情恢復平靜了

很謝謝關心我的朋友，我會振作起來～

你讓我從新快樂起來噢，笨蛋！

謝謝你～

在這里，想向讀者們說聲抱歉，

上一篇文章，應該是讓你們覺得我想不開了對吧？

對…我承認我的確是有那個愚蠢念頭

真的有想不開的時候，對啊…

我是笨蛋！（你吹！:p）

昨天，原以為想和朋友出去逛下街之類的，

但是前晚上突然被邀去外拍，所以取消逛街的念頭過去外拍

由于這幾天心情差到不行，狀態真的很不好～

出來的效果不知應不應該感到滿意才行。

我不美，你們應該知道。

Wilfred Tan photography, not bad :D

我會再繼續不停的拍照，

那個我想要過去拍的地方，還沒去到

笨蛋想拍的那種感覺，還沒拍到…

我不會就因此停止對攝影的呼吸。

我會讀書，你們別擔心，

我不會荒廢我的學業。你們放心！

you're only the one who could cheer me up

by Chelsea's precious 2010

- i'm tension -

我就是我。

2010-04-17T14:28:00.003+08:00

讀者們，又來一個更新…

才發現我部落格貌似好多都分享着攝影的標題

而這一次上來只是純粹想說，我過得并不好。

我開始學會依賴一個人，相信這一切還是一個注定

學着成長，一天又一天地渡過…

可笑的是，我的死穴就在于我的壞脾氣，

我的脾氣確實很壞，壞透了！

是我身邊的人寵壞我了嗎？還是責怪自己好了。

發一個人的脾氣，真的很不好受，但是我嘗試的去改變

但始終做不到，該遠離的就遠離吧

我對自己很無言的說。

一段美好的人生是掌握在自己的手中，

而我，掌握着一個很不美好的人生。

快樂，怎么得到呢？

一個笑容，可以是很美的說，

但一個美麗的笑容背后掩飾着的，又有誰能明白？

陌生人對我的看法我不清楚，

也許是壞也許是好，也許完美，也許不完美…

但在我身邊的人都清楚，我不好。

怎么樣才能讓自己無憂無慮的消失在一個不快樂的世界里呢？

我好想離開，到另一個世界去。

會更好的，對嗎？

choosing to be an angel or a devil

by Chelsea's precious 2010

-peace-

新嘗試－故事照

2010-04-13T15:04:00.004+08:00

外拍模特兒對于我來說，感覺的确很特別，很享受被拍的过程

但被拍當時，我會問問自己，換成我當攝影師拍模特兒呢？

感覺會是如何？自從我開始拿起相機，學習拍攝時，

得到的感覺很不一樣…拍得到自己想要的風格，出來的效果每一次都很滿意

我偶爾都會興奮起來。這也許是攝影師們告訴我的一句話：“中毒”了！

所以這一次，我嘗試了不一樣的風格，

一篇故事照，傷感類似的故事篇…

首先，先要謝謝我的模特兒，黃靜瑩（我的親妹妹）

謝謝她愿意當我的模特兒，而且很配合我要的劇情

當我要求她留下眼淚時，她竟在短短的5秒內落下她真實的眼淚

強調的說：那是真的“眼淚”。謝謝你

不多說了，以下是我的小小作品 : )

慢慢欣賞 :D

女孩天生眼淚易流，喜歡被呵護的感覺。
被呵護的女生真的幸福，但被傷害的呢？

躲再角落哭泣，但對方毫無知覺吧？
在那一刻，女生永遠都會希望～

“他” 能給他一個擁抱，再一次的呼吸聲。
也許心里會好過許多。
即时是梦，都愿意__　．

___________________ 等待是個代價。

曦 ♥

－完畢－

只是純粹的向讀者們分享，

我愛拍攝。

最后，我想要感謝在“面書” 的網友們鼎力支持這個「等待。」相簿，

謝謝你們的評論。我會再加油～

攝影是讓瞬間，變成永恒的魔法 ——下一站幸福

by Chelsea's precious 2010

- thanks for cheer me up dude -

13th EOS outing

2010-04-10T20:14:00.009+08:00

hey readers, just a simply update

today i'd join the 13th eos outing, the theme was "cosplay"

when i heard this, my mind full of idea to take, but unfortunately,
i can't get the feel that i suppose to take, sigh
should i said myself was fail in this time?

&&, don't really like the place for shooting,
the back scene or should i said background was totally terrible..

but luckily i got some of the photo,

6 models were attend for this outing. awrr. too many.. but they're talented :)

Thanks for Thomas Yong give me some of the comment.
i'm still a newbie in photoshoot . need more and more opinion to keep improving myself

and yea.. this outing was board on “china press” dy

share some of my photo

the most who i taken on that day was Cody
I like the way she posing and her voice is sweet and she looks sweet too
she is joycs's sister, both of these sister were talented in model shooting. haha
wish that i've my next chance to shoot her again :D

camwhore cc again :P

hey, should i admit that i'm falling in love with green effect ?

awrr gawshh.. it's definitely awesooome !! ( for me )

start from double photo

so what your comment? green or original colour nicer? :)

different feel i got . currently try to playing with editor now :x

single photo

just feeling like to put a original and a green effect

share for fun. :P

should i emo ? sigh

a happy life

by Chelsea's precious 2010
- i realize that you're my soulmate -

sweet heart b'day

2010-04-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

06-04-2010

chou baby happy b'day

i love you much much.. mwahhhh

我想這篇文章我的臭吡他應該沒辦法看見，

傻傻的他，沒得上線有一陣子了。

所以這次我只會純粹的和我親愛的讀者們分享我想說的話，

10個月了…時間過得真的很快很快

快得來不長也能算是不短的說…

但，他留給我的就只有簡單的兩個字

〔幸福〕

而且是 “我要的幸福”

坦白說17歲的我

并還沒完全成長了，往往還有很多不會想的時候…

卻是他一直在鼓勵我，精神上給我一定的支持

謝謝他一路以來的陪伴…

我只能說的是

－我愛他－

Don't really know how to prove the 3 words that i wanna say

but i would like to tell you that i love you dear.

♥ happy 10th month anniversary ♥

muackzzz

谢谢朋友们当天的出席，谢谢呀 :)

以下图片是我这愚蠢的人想了好久才买的小礼物

一男一女，mango & berry
他们都很坏，爱咬人！
不过相信相处久了，没事的吧～赫赫

to all my dearest reader,
recently i will be busy with studying dy
preparing for spm from now, my time kinda full now
so will starting less update my blog if nothing special happen

here is my study hour with all my girls, muak

monday - 5.00pm - 8.00pm / 8.00pm - 10.00pm ( tuition )

tuesday - FREE !

wednesday - 5.30pm - 7.30pm ( tuition ) / 7.30pm - 10.00pm

thursday - 2.45pm - 4.45pm ( tuition ) / 8.00pm - 10.00pm ( tuition )

friday - 1.00pm - 4.00pm

weekend i'm free man . i will get chance to attend outing for learning shooting

i love study hours with all my girls, sweet :)

by Chelsea's precious 2010

- gambateh girls -